Sunday, 23 February 2014

49. And Cancer (Written at a Blackthorn Winter)



Hear! and they are in place – singled out & bald
Upstairs in cafe, all of us study geography now
Rooty toot! The muumuus are vehement & pissed
All mad & sad

Voyage to what’s desired & forget your aches
Porridge is to be made of silence, too
Water’s rather reasonable but forget it
Shaken into purple

Improved Mexicans are getting it, really worth it
Whatever’s grittily grease-born, fails the city – oh
More rapid improvisations decay the shelf
It just breaks

I can only strange here I say
That a poem is never leaving – “NO!”
But only a small forest, a fidget
Of infernal chalk
                  ‘n’ cancer

Saturday, 22 February 2014

48. Play and Play All Day



THE POET: 
Here, then, is this place – singular & banal
The last point now of where we are written to.

We are in a cafe, upstairs, in early spring rain. THE POET is trying to write, against a low volume of voices, a hum from various essential machines, & the irregular rhythms of newspaper pages turning & coffee spoons clinking. This is a common set of conditions, unmeant, unplanned, gently forceful - background contingency, like all geography.

CUSTOMERS:
Time to tell. Our movements are our own now
Moving in & out, Poet, from that universe
You write with.
                – But listen (we speak)
What mad, sad voices then are these?

A POET:
What is desired, for God’s sake?
ANOTHER POET:
What is to be made of your silence?
A THIRD POET:
What is worth being made memorable, and how do you get it?
A FOUTH POET, FROM A DISTANT TIME:
“Where are you taking me, and for what purpose?”

ALL FOUR POETS:
What you do, fails; what you don’t, fucks.

CUSTOMERS:
OK, true, let’s push this out then now –
If we’re ever to leave, you guys better
Stop licking each other’s pus, for what you’ve got
We’re told’s a privilege – then live it together now.

THE POET (BUT NOT IN OWN VOICE):
The very taking of chance
Inserts us into time – into
The present. To take a chance
Is to enter the moment in
Relation to it
               – it is, as
Musicians would say, a
Matter of getting in time, a
Matter of being with it.

FX: SOUND OF MOCKING LAUGHTER, FOLLOWED BY MISCELLANEOUS AND VARIED WATER SOUNDS INCREASING SLOWLY IN VOLUME THROUGHOUT UNTIL END

THE POET:
OK then this calls
For rapid improvisation
Out of the decaying categories of selfhood
Into constant fluid process
Escape now into the poem
Securing a non-delusory identity for ever.

A FOURTH POET:
“I can only say here
That a poem is never ‘THE’ poem
But only a small fragment
Of an infinite calculation.”

Friday, 21 February 2014

47. Spilt Milk



and was that book also for me a dead end
bouncing amongst the angled moving traffic?


back at the cafe
language carries on
courageously against
music, machines
spilt milk at last
to share


coming & going
uncertain as mice


What is desired, for God’s sake?
What is to be made of your silence?
What is worth being made memorable, and how do you get it?


Chi fa falla, e chi non fa sfarfalla


the sense of a common movement hangs in the air
to be caught by our voices together
– a privilege, of course


“The very taking of chance inserts us into time – into the present. To take a chance is to enter the moment in relation to it – it is, as musicians would say, a matter of getting in time, a matter of being with it.”
Hejinian, pp 374-5


drenching & grey
the hidden within
rises up
    dangerous ridicule
     spilt


OK then but
do you want to be the poet
    or the poem?


“I can only say here that a poem is never ‘THE’ poem
but only a small fragment
    of an infinite calculation”
edited Neil Pattison, Reitha Pattison & Luke Roberts, Certain Prose of the English Intelligencer (Mountain, 2012) p 118 (“Extracts from Letters Received”, letter from David Chaloner dated 1 May, 1967 – The English Intelligencer, p 335)

Thursday, 20 February 2014

46. Four and Six Only – But Free Extras Thrown in from Lyric & Polis



      excess


(at night I read I was in New York

     apart



  rhythm: Belfast, Brighton, Cork, Paris

   bounces among the angled moving traffic


     back

you don’t really feel like you belong here

                                           pie was scheduled

        now

     sublimation courageously in the hire-car


     then their publications
     were very prettily made


     all

     and and uncertain spirit of chancy indiscretion


        dissonance wasn’t her fault

     resume


      sounds


    more (wish we could all get together some time and really sort things out


     nowhere acts of language

     is nervy and raw




      but

        gluten landscape cleans the blood which matters from the floor


   need the power                   of those marks of imprimatur
                                    his poetry bears
     listen (as if that had ever been
             possible’

      you people we may forego the privilege of


    sick


  know to interest bourgeois students

  know we accidentally became the
       people who love poetry, now?

     is arrested by a fierce pessimism

   won



     free to become an official establishment
          virtually indistinguishable from any other
    musician


troublesome someone of maternity and maturity


     bit of selective decision


    left

   fluid game of sophistic compositional discipline


    how I felt ferocious

       up


         this: the best of these always trouble

if  others


      lonely I would be thrust into grief

            now I didn’t hear a single word of it


          given

   history – where are you taking me
             and for what purpose?

I have no looks but breaks

     resist ritual across the dark to join us


    pain were I there